Epiphany Tiffany

While I sit  Watching fireflies glow, I can't help but question  things that I don't know, Like how I thought he was the one. hell, so did everyone. His backwards hat said it all, What was I thinking  when I answered his call. I should've turned away and ran so fast Because now I don't think,  my heart I'll ever get back. Why do his eyes look like a river? Hell, I should've known  he was a sinner. How he captured my heart with his southern charm, I should've thought twice  Before I let him take me back to his farm. I wanted to feel free, Hoping he'd also miss me. So I jumped on a flight, Ended up having  the best time of my life. I found my heart in Tennessee. Doing some soul searching,  Self therapy. When I got off that jet. There was someone there  I never thought I would have met. I was super shocked when he told me his name. You wouldn't believe me  if it was saved in a frame. He was so handsome  Standing in...

Ever feel like people just expect you to be perfect LIKE ALL THE TIME? Because yeah, you do care about not only your perception, about everything , so you try your hardest to make everyone happy, because you are a doer, and care so so much. But did you ever think that you are just setting the bar so damn high that you're leaving no room for failure? And I wouldn't even say failure, it’s more like errors. And If you do mess up, that perception of being so damn perfect is all of a sudden now a perception of an asshole, of someone who doesn't care, because at that point people are only focusing on your flaws because they HAD that expectation of your perfection. Expectations. There it is.  People expect someone that cares, who tries, who constantly does their best, who is always there for others, who loves, who is always kind, sweet, nice and helpful, someone who always has all the answers, who is beautiful, who has an amazing heart, and who never says no, to always be...

Are we only illustrating false love actions by being intimately involved without the actual commitment? Is that why we assume that we feel in love?  Because when we become intimate with someone we have feelings for, we automatically think that it has to have a meaning? But love is more than just a physical act, so why do we give our love anyway assuming that they feel the same way, when we never knew for sure how they felt to begin with, and yet we still give our heart away like its free change. Is this when "Love" turns into a game? Ever feel like you have reached a breaking point when you feel in love? Like they're just playing games with your heart, playing with your mind, and your emotions like a used penny slot machine, and you're just one out of a bunch of others waiting to finally "win them?" Like helllooo, I'm here, I want you, I give you all the girlfriend/boyfriend benefits and yet you still never send me flowers, or talk for hours, or ev...

Do you believe that every person that you cross paths with actually does have a meaning in your life? Because I sure do. In the same exact way that I truly believe that we have a purpose in this life. Not always do we know why, but there has to be a reason to everything, and it had me questioning the reasons why people come in and out of our lives.  I totally believe that something as simple as a smile from the person behind you at the grocery store can have an affect on your life okay maybe our day but still , all of our days add up to a life anyway right?  So yes, a simple smile in that moment you're in line, and your kids are freaking out, and you feel like the person in front of you has an unlimited use of coupons and they are digging in their purse because they can't find their debit card, or anything for that matter, so you are trying to stay calm, and look behind you feeling bad for that person because you yourself have a cart full of kid food and items you threw in ...

Our minds are truly our biggest enemy, but also our strength, dignity and sometimes can be beyond our reasonable doubt as  to what our hearts may be feeling, preventing us from actual heartbreak, because we all have feelings, but do our  minds really  prevent us from following through on them only because our minds are right. And  are they? Are our minds actually preventing us from what we truly want and believe in? Or is what our mind is trying to tell us actually legitimate? Because lets face it, without our heart, we would never have a mind, but I can see how people can also say, without our mind, we wouldn't have a heart. So who wins this endless  battle? And how do we know for sure just what leads us in life,  I guess it depends. Do you ever find yourself questioning how you feel? Like something inside your mind is  doubting what your heart feels, but you know inside your heart that no matter what your mind tells yourself, you...

Is it true that when you say he is the one, that he truly is The One ? Or is he just the one right now? I s there even such thing as “The One” anyways? And what is this obsession we have trying to find it? Think about it, obviously there are moments in life when you are with someone, and in that moment you think that person is “the one” so you settle down and when reality sinks in you wonder if they really ever were the one to begin with, so you continue trying to find that missing puzzle piece, but still assume he could be the one just because he calls you pretty and gives you attention, not paying any attention to what your heart is trying to tell you, so you settle once again with The One right now. This is an issue to a lot of reasons why relationships don’t work out, we are in such a rush to find The One, but are so focused on settling with THE ONE RIGHT NOW , and its mainly because we are too scared to be alone, that we are missing out truly finding the one because the one rig...

THE SNAKE IN DISGUISE I feel disgusted in myself for allowing him to have every inch of my body heart and soul,  Without giving me not even one slice of his own. I feel like I was taken advantage of by warm kind eyes that looked and seemed trustworthy,  But underneath the crystal clear beauty, lied all lies. He was a ratchet snake ready to take me for all I have,  Using me until there was not even an ounce of venom left,  Running away into the shadows of the unknown,  Only coming back when he’s running on empty,  scared and alone. It’s disheartening to face a reality of ugly truth,  When something so bad holds your slaughtered heart for ransom  as a memorial in their cemetery of loots. You cry for years hoping and praying to get it back,  Only to find yourself being fed by the same snake that took your heart and left. But the pattern will always continue,  As a snakes markings never change,...

Just because you are in love with him doesn’t automatically mean that he is in love with you. You got to to be cool, calm, collective, and playful. Keep him interested. Because this is when he slacks off, but only because he knows he has you. The issue that many woman face when we are in that awkward stage of “dating” is where we are already one hundred percent ourselves with him because let’s face it, us women already know how we feel after the first kiss, but still feel awkward telling him how we feel because we're not quite there yet. Or maybe you already did tell him how you feel anyways because you are so damn stubborn, and you got a “Please Just Chill” response from him, and didn't ghost you, it’s not because he doesn’t want to hear it, he already knows how you feel based on your actions towards him ! Think about it, have you gone the whole day not saying anything to him, and he calls you for once? OBVIOUSLY it’s because he doesn’t want to lose you, and because ding d...

Writing is my passion. I am inspired by so many topics that have to do with love and life. My writing is influenced by different types of feelings and emotions that we all face. Sometimes happy, sometimes sad, sometimes mad, sometimes totally downright broken, or totally happy and comical. From being in love to falling out of love, or the bullshit of dating. The feelings of insecurities but mostly, true raw feelings that are deep inside that comes with lifes real and raw moments. I enjoy writing about the realness of emotions and feelings that the vast majority of people can truly relate to. Because lets face it, we all have feelings, and everyone faces life challenges everyday that bring out so many of those emotions. Truthfully, sometimes we just need to read something real that is straight from the heart, in a world full of heart break. No bull, no games, no lies, straight up real feels. Sometimes I can be a little bit over the top, maybe a little bit profound and unladylike, but ...