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The Movie in My Mind

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What we had, Is now  a movie in my mind. I go back and relive. A beautiful life, Left unlived. Unwritten plans. A wide-open path. Unfinished business. But hope gone forever, The moment you passed.  What we had, Is all that’s left. But I still have your stuff, And a ring you got me, Collecting dust. I go to your grave. To bring you red roses, Like the ones you’d get me. I try to smile Instead of cry. But I'd give anything to forget Our final goodbye. I'll forever remember, The day you entered my world. A booth at a roadhouse, Two hearts doing twirls. An airshow Kissing me on a C-17. You were glad you finally found, The woman of your dreams. Pictures and pieces of time whisper the tale, Of you and me. Concerts and pool parties, Funerals, and different counties.  Road trips and rodeos, We made so many memories. You brought my little world to life. And made my soul feel, Truly alive. In every laugh, in every mile, You were my heart’s favorite ride. Though the road Kept pullin...
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Hopeless on Hope

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I thought it’d be you. Because you’d smile at me, As if you fucking knew. My heart spoke The rhythm of you. I saw not just a man, I saw straight through.  I saw kindness underneath, The armor you wore To hide the truth.    But I knew every layer of you.  Images now haunt me, The kind I can’t fucking undo. The nights I lay on your shoulder, Believing I was safer with you. The weekend we got Rum drunk by the pool. You put my hair up, When I puked. Carried me to the couch, And stayed until I woke up. Kinda cute.  Thinking about us, Really fucks me up. But I became fluent in Your asshole dialect. Staying calm, Whenever your moods would shift. I’d say what do you need babe. And even pick that shit up. You hate the way I drive. But I was always behind the wheel.  I came when you called, In the middle of the night, Just to get you.  I’d never get gone.  Not like you do. I stayed loyal and faithful. When you gave me,  No fucking reason to. Now I’m...
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