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Where You Remain

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Parallel lines. Drift like spring haze Across my mind. The almosts, The what-dids And what-didn’ts Stroll through, Like I wish you could Visit. Cause it’s to hard To tell my heart, That in this physical world You’re no longer in it. But your spirit is here I can feel it. I’m trying to go on, But it’s hard  Remembering Your soft soul, Because that Feels familiar. Not the hell That zipped us through The fast lane. Just the soft moments Of all the true love, That we made. I know that you loved me. I know that you’re sorry. I forgive every ounce Of that god-awful fury. After it all, Love reigns. Our bodies become  Dirt and ashes  But real love outlives All our remains. I’ll carry it in me. Wherever I go. Nothing, Can take your memory, From me. They say, I got the best version  of you. I say, For a glimpse of your life  I got to love you. In the end, You couldn’t choose. The same world  That led  me to you.  But I believe in  eternal love, Untouch...
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The Movie in My Mind

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What we had, Is now  a movie in my mind. I go back and relive. A beautiful life, Left unlived. Unwritten plans. A wide-open path. Unfinished business. But hope gone forever, The moment you passed.  What we had, Is all that’s left. But I still have your stuff, And a ring you got me, Collecting dust. I go to your grave. To bring you red roses, Like the ones you’d get me. I try to smile Instead of cry. But I'd give anything to forget Our final goodbye. I'll forever remember, The day you entered my world. A booth at a roadhouse, Two hearts doing twirls. An airshow Kissing me on a C-17. You were glad you finally found, The woman of your dreams. Pictures and pieces of time whisper the tale, Of you and me. Concerts and pool parties, Funerals, and different counties.  Road trips and rodeos, We made so many memories. You brought my little world to life. And made my soul feel, Truly alive. In every laugh, in every mile, You were my heart’s favorite ride. Though the road Kept pullin...
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Hopeless on Hope

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I thought it’d be you. Because you’d smile at me, As if you fucking knew. My heart spoke The rhythm of you. I saw not just a man, I saw straight through.  I saw kindness underneath, The armor you wore To hide the truth.    But I knew every layer of you.  Images now haunt me, The kind I can’t fucking undo. The nights I lay on your shoulder, Believing I was safer with you. The weekend we got Rum drunk by the pool. You put my hair up, When I puked. Carried me to the couch, And stayed until I woke up. Kinda cute.  Thinking about us, Really fucks me up. But I became fluent in Your asshole dialect. Staying calm, Whenever your moods would shift. I’d say what do you need babe. And even pick that shit up. You hate the way I drive. But I was always behind the wheel.  I came when you called, In the middle of the night, Just to get you.  I’d never get gone.  Not like you do. I stayed loyal and faithful. When you gave me,  No fucking reason to. Now I’m...
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