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The Cost of Loving You

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How could you? Make me believe. Make me love you. Make me want you. Make me need you. Just to turn around And make me fucking hate you? But users use. Tell me something different. But you call me crazy. And say I act like a victim. That I have issues. That I was the problem. When all along, The problem was you. Making me feel insane For giving a shit. Letting me pay, For all of your bad habits. Taking my kindness, My money, My time. Being intimate. Then acting like  Caring is a god damn commitment. Who fucking does this? Not a stable person. You made me feel like an idiot, For loving you  When I was hurting. But I’m not allowed to get upset? Because you never defined Our fucking relationship? As if the absence of a title Excuses your bullshit. You knew I loved you. You knew I’d show up. You knew I’d give Even when I’d had enough. You didn’t have to call me yours To know what you were taking. You didn’t have to promise forever To know what you were breaking. And every time I qu...
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Believing in Love

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You aren’t my Superman. Even if it felt like rescuing. Maybe that’s what shatters me. Cause you calm every brutal quake inside of me. But I can’t love the past out of you. I can’t fix, Deep dark shit, you harbored inside of you. I can’t kiss every scar until you forget what put it there. I can’t reach inside you and make you believe in something you stopped believing long before.  You don’t believe in love. I can’t fix that. Even if I could love you with every ounce of love I have left. I could pour every soft, loyal, ridiculous piece of my heart into your hands. But it still wouldn’t be enough to make you want what you don’t want. I gotta move on. Not because I don't love you enough. Because, I finally understand. I cannot love you  into, Believing in love. Written by Epiphany Tiffany.
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MAN OF MAYHEM

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A tattoo on my ankle. An imprint on my heart. Sometimes I wonder How easily you got out. ’Cause soldiers fight for kingdoms, And I made you a part. You had a seat at the table, You had a place in my heart. You always showed up, I forgot I was alone. Our nights became a habit, You became my hearts home. You knew exactly how to play it. The touch, the smile, the charm. Wearing the colors of a lover, Playing dress up with my heart . Like a Man of Mayhem, You made me feel alive.  But when it came time to stand for us, You disappeared into the night. You knew the code. You knew the rules. You knew what loyalty meant. But you only spoke the truth, If the truth was convenient. I would’ve stood behind you. I would’ve ridden through the fire. Hell, I would’ve fought the whole damn world, To stand right by you. But you weren’t looking for forever. You were looking for something else. You stole my heart like a thief, Then left me to fend for myself. You didn’t just break it. You made me quest...
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Where You Remain

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Parallel lines. Drift like spring haze Across my mind. The almosts, The what-dids And what-didn’ts Stroll through, Like I wish you could Visit. Cause it’s to hard To tell my heart, That in this physical world You’re no longer in it. But your spirit is here I can feel it. I’m trying to go on, But it’s hard  Remembering Your soft soul, Because that Feels familiar. Not the hell That zipped us through The fast lane. Just the soft moments Of all the true love, That we made. I know that you loved me. I know that you’re sorry. I forgive every ounce Of that god-awful fury. After it all, Love reigns. Our bodies become  Dirt and ashes  But real love outlives All our remains. I’ll carry it in me. Wherever I go. Nothing, Can take your memory, From me. They say, I got the best version  of you. I say, For a glimpse of your life  I got to love you. In the end, You couldn’t choose. The same world  That led  me to you.  But I believe in  eternal love, Untouch...
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