Epiphany Tiffany

How could you? Make me believe. Make me love you. Make me want you. Make me need you. Just to turn around And make me fucking hate you? But users use. Tell me something different. But you call me crazy. And say I act like a victim. That I have issues. That I was the problem. When all along, The problem was you. Making me feel insane For giving a shit. Letting me pay, For all of your bad habits. Taking my kindness, My money, My time. Being intimate. Then acting like  Caring is a god damn commitment. Who fucking does this? Not a stable person. You made me feel like an idiot, For loving you  When I was hurting. But I’m not allowed to get upset? Because you never defined Our fucking relationship? As if the absence of a title Excuses your bullshit. You knew I loved you. You knew I’d show up. You knew I’d give Even when I’d had enough. You didn’t have to call me yours To know what you were taking. You didn’t have to promise forever To know what you were breaking. And every time I qu...

You aren’t my Superman. Even if it felt like rescuing. Maybe that’s what shatters me. Cause you calm every brutal quake inside of me. But I can’t love the past out of you. I can’t fix, Deep dark shit, you harbored inside of you. I can’t kiss every scar until you forget what put it there. I can’t reach inside you and make you believe in something you stopped believing long before.  You don’t believe in love. I can’t fix that. Even if I could love you with every ounce of love I have left. I could pour every soft, loyal, ridiculous piece of my heart into your hands. But it still wouldn’t be enough to make you want what you don’t want. I gotta move on. Not because I don't love you enough. Because, I finally understand. I cannot love you  into, Believing in love. Written by Epiphany Tiffany.