A Cowboys Win

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When you say 
you don’t deserve my love 
I beg to differ.
Cause loving you
is as easy as,
Me in the kitchen,
whippin up dinner. 

But damn, 
life is never not vicious.
Especially when the past,
Rolls in with a vengeance.
With forceful winds 
questioning what ifs.

But we've all made mistakes.
History's not made
To be a fucking barricade.
Or destruct all the progress 
that led to today.

It might've shapped
And maneuvered,
Prior plans that we made.
But all of that pain 
Built us,
To be fucking brave.

Babe.
I could never not love you.
I'd never let our past dictate,
Me not coming home 
to you.

Cause your eyes
I’d forever look into.
Like
Beaming sunshine 
Over beautiful blooms.
Makes me feel like the tide,
When its a full moon.

I’d never think 
You're too good to be true.
You know every single 
secret and tattoo.
Yet still see a heart,
Made perfectly for you.

Every day livin
Is easy with you. 
Think of you,
Even when I’m not thinkin.
Saddled in my head,
Like your spirit unpacked 
and took residence in it.

Makin my heart feel like, 
A Cowboys win. 
So I’ll let the past rest
chained down with its sins. 

Cause I'd never look back
Or wish anything different. 
Because of you,
I have such an amazing love. 
I thank God everyday 
that we’re in it.



Written by: Epiphany Tiffany 

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