Cross Pass You.

Old heartache questions.

If I'll ever run into you.

What if I do?

What would happen to me
if I cross pass you?

Cause small towns don’t care.

You’re not mine
Nowadays to lose.

Funny how I still always lose.
Cause missing you isn’t pretty,
When I’m constantly
Driving past you.

Or thinking,

Dumb ass thoughts about you.
Why even ask stupid questions,
Like reality isn’t sitting in the room.

I don’t torture myself.

Your damn presence consumes.
What the fuck would I even say to you?

Cause one look,

Would take me back to shot gunnin' 

in your Chevy truck.

Could you even look at me,
Or you still holdin' on to that grudge?

I bet you assume that I long for you.

But I’m praying,

I won’t ever have to

Enter new avenues that would cross pass you.

Cause seeing you
Would set me back to our favorite date.

To that one time we made out 

on that putting green.

Full moon shining, thirty and thriving.
But you never needed me.

Now I could never,

Look you in the eyes.
Now I could never,

Be able to ever say goodbye.

I’ve lived through that shit
Way too fucking many times.
You weren't there
When I barely made it out alive.

Grasping tight,

to every thing you said.
I took you at face value,
Like a decent person,
But look at what that bullshit fucking did.

Now,

I’ll never be that girl again.
Even if I find love,
That shit I don’t let my heart fall in.

Maybe it is just the memories.

Keeping me afar from reality.
So seeing you now,
Really wouldn’t mean a thing.

My heart always aches 

Remembering.

My cross pass you,
Already founded a whole new Tiffany.

So when I have hard moments

I let my urges fucking be.

This is reality.

Sadly, 

your life is no longer a concern to me.

"Cross Pass You"

Written by Epiphany Tiffany.