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As Good As You Were Lousy

Why'd you have to be, As good as you were lousy. Babe,  You truly fuckin had me, Admiring reality. Then swept the rug out, From underneath me.  I've been hurt before. Falling for good looking words. How'd I not see, You had me assured. Being all opposite, From the usual dudes,  I favored.  Then turned out, To be exactly the same.  When I would've made you,  The President, Of my hall of fame. But you shot yourself down. Forging that fame into shame.  When I was stressed, You'd tell me you got this. What happened baby, What forced you, Leaping off of our cliffs. I never thought for a second, You’d do this. Remembering,  Relentless consistence. Really tried to make me all yours. Capturing me from a distance. Until shit got real. And you fucking vanished.  Cascaded, Meaning and purpose. Just to go fucking ghost, Without telling me shit. Haunting my mind As if a sniper triggered, Numerous hits. I wish I'd forget. The good guy I  Fraternized w...

F*ckin Cupid

Setting sail on that, Natural dopamine high. Falling asleep tonight, On cloud nine. Laying on your chest, Felt just right.  Like, you calm the mess, Inside my loud ass mind. Baby boy. I don’t wanna be, Someone else’s toy. Take your time, I’m not just here for, That magical unicorn  ride.  I fell for you before  it. Maybe I’m hella crazy, For being so captivated. Maybe there’s a better  explanation for this. Maybe I’m mental for feelin, So giddy, smiley, and helpless. I don’t wanna go elsewhere. I don’t even wanna try it. I’d rather be here. What you need babe, I’ll help you soar. Cause you calm my shore. That hurricanes once ripped through. And I know I tend to bestow, Some of my heavy shit on you.  So, even if my heart gets broke,  I’ll keep speaking truth.  The high is worth the hurt. So if you leave, Just bag me up, And call a hearse. Got me bad. Fuckin Cupid, Casted a  curse. Babe I wanna surrender, And be all fucking yours. Written ...

I Kinda, Miss you.

From silence, To I miss you too. My heart right now. Doesn’t know, What the fuck to do. Cause a few months back, You had it in your hands. Then threw it in an alley, Somewhere out back. Camouflaging myself, From the liars and thieves. Were you scared to love, Or unafraid to say nothing. Hiding in plain sight.  While I tried patiently waiting.  We both made mistakes. You couldn’t fight.  I kept wondering why. Two hearts,  Did the opposite, Of what’s truly right. You avoidably shut down. I anxiously attached. We both didn’t know, How the fuck to react.  Maybe I am crazy, To crave another  chance. But it felt good to see, Your name light up, The phone in my hand again. Have I gone mad. Or did honesty come to. When I reached out and said, I kinda, miss you. Written by Epiphany Tiffany.

Let Them.

"Who fucked up and made you single" -Some Dude I'll never understand why people do what they do. That’s why I fucking let them. Yeah, the let them concept can sink pretty deep when their choices don't align with our desires. But I like to think of rejection as Gods protection. Even if they reject you in the worst possible way. Let them. Even if it breaks your heart. Let them. Obviously, there are limitations. We still got to be kind humans. Don’t let anyone put you in a place where you are risking your moral compass values 0r fucking safety just to let them. It’s mainly the concept of freeing yourself from their burdens that makes this so powerful. Allowing yourself to not worry what they choose, because honey, if it isn’t you, why would you fight for someone who isn’t fighting for you? Let them choose what they choose. Let them do what they do. If you can at least understand that you’ll see how powerful letting them and letting God truly can be.  Of course, I underst...

Ruined

A love like broccoli, Went bad before blooming. All cause my past met my future, Ya gotta be fucking kidding. I wish you would've just told me, You were upset. Not go fucking astray, And ghost me, For my birthday present. You said you’d take me to dinner. Did you forget?  Instead, I was checking,  The local coroners list. You left me wondering, What I did wrong. After being a part of, My everyday life, For three fucking months. I know I'll be okay. But it felt like,  We were on to something great. Gave you, my  loyalty. You made me feel safe. Then pulled the fucking net,  Out from underneath. Why did I put my heart on the line, For a lineman anyway. I didn't think, Once you got your way, That you'd fucking leave. Or turn that peace,  Into fucking grief. Why even be super consistent. If you were just telling me lies, To make me believe you were different. Claiming me,  At my favorite place, Out in public. Calling dibs, Just to fucking forfeit. I feel so...