Epiphany Tiffany

I was ready   to give myself to you. Took the steps   To falling in love with you too. I envisioned  the same damn things as you. So please don’t think  That my love for you  was never really true. I pictured everything  we said we’d do. I pictured an entire lifetime  with you. I loved the way  my family loved you. And how you loved me  more than anyone ever loved me too. I wanted to protect you.  And be a better person  just for you. You’re an amazing person  to your core. I said it cause it’s true. I was so lucky Just to be with you.  But I hate  what fucking happened to you. Said I’d be there I even meant that shit too. It wasn’t my fault  What that jerk did to you. After that shit, You probably would’ve left me too.  I didn’t think  giving us a shot. Would lead to  ex lovers taunting us.  Or that they’d  destroy every one  of our  solid paved footsteps.  Aiming for us. ...

Old heartache questions. If I'll ever run into you. What if I do? What would happen to me if I cross pass you? Cause small towns d on’t care. You’re not mine Nowadays to lose. Funny how I still always lose. Cause missing you isn’t pretty, When I’m constantly Driving past you. Or thinking, Dumb ass thoughts about you. Why even ask stupid questions, Like reality isn’t s itting in the room. I don’t torture myself. Your damn presence consumes. What the fuck would I even say to you? Cause one look, Would take me back t o shot gunnin'  i n your Chevy truck. Could you even look at me, Or you still holdin'  on to that grudge? I bet you assume  that I long for you. But I’m praying, I won’t ever have to Enter new avenues t hat would cross pass you. Cause seeing you Would set me back to our favorite date. To that one time w e made out  on that putting green. Full moon shining, thirty and thriving. But you never needed me. Now I could never, Look you in the eyes. Now I could nev...