Epiphany Tiffany

He leaves closing the door. Her entire being sinks down  onto the cold hard floor. He knows he's about to reap what he sows. But he has no choice but to let her go. No matter what she says  won't make a difference. She keeps lying  to out speak the heaviest silence. How bad it hurts loving someone  she has to abandon. Wine fills the ache  but nothing replaces the anguish. Years pass by  but not a day goes by he's not broken. Choking on the past  that still exists in his heart. But he keeps lying  just to keep himself far. Bottles and tears wash away  the pain they both feel. Because they both know they relinquished  a true love that's still real. Real as the time  he reached for her in the dead of the night. But life got too hard  so he had no choice but to pass love by. The one real love she'll always know, Left her with an unbound love  his soul will never once more hold. She still holds on to her heart  that he gra...

More than subconsciously. Because my heart likes to keep reminding me. As I drive for miles  looking for something to distract these things. But it's a simple fucking candles scent  that elicits your memory.  Transporting me back into my old place. To all of the moments  that are now flushed down lifes metaphorical drain. Maybe it was the time of year, or the warmth of the flame. Like the warmth of your smile, that used to brighten those days.  When I felt securely insecure. Honestly speaking, You’re the only true love  I've ever felt, whom I let disappear. So, remembering you  triggers infinite tears. Because after all that’s happened, A minor piece of me,  still wishes you were here. But life doesn’t work like that. I can’t hold on to something  that keeps hauling me back. Circling never ending tracks. That leads nowhere else  but back to the past. But I do keep the visions of you  wholesome so I’ll have something to smile at. Whe...

Are we all just single until we settle?   D oes true love even exist? Because  I want to believe it does.   But the big question here is... Are we all just scared to be alone? Is that our biggest fear in the world? Because hate to break it to you...my biggest fear is falling in love. Not being alone. Being alone means no one you sleep next to at night is lying to you. Or no one is building you up just break you down. No one to open your car door. But I can open the damn door myself. I don’t need anyone. I just want to want to be with someone. Not because I’m told I need to be. Maybe my friend is right and I am totally rushing a feeling I’m chasing. But I’m done chasing chases. Because whats the point? To be constantly compared to the next hottest twenty year old without kids? I’m completely confident and tame being myself, I don't need judgement. If people don't like or accept me for who I am, I honestly don't really care either way. So yeah, maybe I’m better...