Vanished
Vanished. Like we never happened. As if once upon a time, You were never, A part of my existence. How can I stay whole, With such a haunting persistence. Cause we were solid, Till you ghosted, For my birthday present. Such a brutal gift, I forgot to thank you for it. Then rose from the dead, As if that shit never happened. Then went silent again. Right after that wound, Barely reopened. Still. Between the hurt, and laughtergasms, I fell into your witty sarcasm. I lingered on the edge, Of your rocky yet stable mountain. I cared so deep. Unwaveringly, devoted. That storm inside me softened. Till you reflected, Chards of darkness. And shattered my soul Once I realized, You were made to vanish. I still fed you countless chances. Your heart remained, Fucking barricaded. Locked away. As if I was breaking and entering, Just trying to get to it. And that wandering soul, Afraid of commitm...