After Everything
Survived a hole in my heart, The size of Texas. I'm no longer, Stuck inside, Those fucked up fences. After everything, I've been securing my defenses. When my heart spoke, Perseverance. Yours spoke in fucked up, Deterrence. Hell, I’ve been better since, That brutal severance. When coming home, Felt treacherous. I never left forever, So damn quick. After everything, I’ve been forgetting all of it. Like that place on, What was lane. It took way too long, For me to realize, What was really happening. You can't mix sober, With intoxicated. My drug of choice Was happiness, Yours was heroin. Numbing yourself, To feel no pain. While I felt, Every single thing. After everything, I’ve been fixing broken wings. I’ve been fitting into, Smaller jeans. I’m no longer attracted to, Faulty kings. I've been mending my wounds. As callous as it all was, I never needed you. I only wanted what’s best for you. And you ruined that for me too. But I got rel...