Where You Left Me
" If things don’t happen the way they happened, some of the miracles that showed up wouldn’t have happened.” - Aaron Rogers I want to hate you. But I can’t find it in me. It’s like my love for you, Got frozen in place. Resting still, Where you left me. I tried to date. I tried to move on. But I kept looking for you, In everyone. I kept searching for The hand that holds my heart. But I can’t reach for it anymore. I need to stop wearing Your T-shirt to bed. I need to just try To let someone else in. I need to free myself from the ache. I need to let go and tell myself I’m gonna be okay. I need to envision you, For who you are now. I need to just stop, Blaming myself. It’s not my fault I was never going To heal your hell. So scar me instead. For loving you purely. For seeing your flaws, And kissing you softly. For being overwhelming, When your love left the building. You blamed me, For fucking everything. Making my heart stay, Where you left me. I’...