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Heartaches Reruns.

I wish I just had the memories from the faraway past. Because something far distant is a lot harder to look back at. But we had to retract. And the latest version keeps my mind from ceasing the flashbacks.    I know that it’s passed. I just wish that the path from our journey was further away. Or that there was never another chance  for our love to astray.  Maybe if we only happened once in this lifetime  I wouldn’t be feeling this way.    Yet somehow I’ve been okay. After all that’s happened to me, I never imagined  I would be able to say.  There’s somethings I wish I could tell you. But you probably wouldn’t even believe me if I’d say.  I think now the only reason I really cherish those days, Is cause I was so in love and devoted. But facing that heartbreak  only made me become brave. Sure, maybe I thought  I had finally got it right.  But sometimes life turns out to have better  arrangements than mine. Sometimes it...

Blast From The Past

This happens to ALL of us.  The hey remember me, or hey how’ve ya been messages from an old fling sliding back into our dms. Because let’s face it, they are probably still blocked elsewhere. So they slither on back into one of your social apps thinking they are some Greek god and you should be flattered. When instead you wanna throw up because all of the crap that you allowed them to put you through is replaying back into your mind. You forgot about that shit when you hit the block button two fucking years ago! But thanks for the shitty refresher. It baffles me to think these jerks really believe after so much time has past that they can just blast right back. Like in their pea brains they didn’t use you, or treat you poorly, or for fucks sake, haven’t even spoken to you for TWO YEARS. Let that be a damn reminder that maybe they should’ve kept it that way. But they don’t, and it’s for one simple thing. To see if you are still as dumb as they remember. To blast back to the past to ...