Epiphany Tiffany

"If I'm gonna fall down like a dumbass, I’m gonna pick myself up like a badass" -Jenni Rivera Ever feel like the needy child inside of you makes you feel so alone? But the badass inside of you reminds you that you’ve got you? Really that’s all we need. But there’s obviously a valid reason for the child inside to be tugging at our feet. Like looking for attention? Or maybe for our own inner truths? I always try to be real honest with myself, as it brings out clarity. Evading emotion is fatal to our beings. And the only thing left to do in a tugging moment is to speak the truth. If you can’t speak it, at least acknowledge it for yourself. As it’s the only real thing that can calm the tantruming child inside, by setting you free. But when your heart aches just to feel something more than what its already been through, I’d say that’s when it’s time to face the truth. And my truth is, as much of a badass I portray myself to be, the child inside of me isn’t a badass at all. She...

I’m not crying over you. I don’t wish I was riding shot gun  in your car sitting next to you. This bitterness only comes  when my path crosses you. I only wish I had a bottle of tequila  and lime  to go with the saltiness your presence endues.  But it's only noon. And seeing you actually helps me forget  the shit that my mind is currently going through. But then I see him  and he takes my mind off of you. It’s like a vicious circle  of a tad bit confused. Because I truly can’t stand  either of you. To tell you the truth,  enough tears have already been shed over you. That water well ran dry  the day I found out you said I do. And well,  he was the first obstacle within my view. I should’ve drowned in those tears  instead of letting him pursue. But that’s a whole other story  for me to come to terms to. Yet gladly,  I’m still not crying over you. I’m strong  because I know that I have no other choice but to b...

“Don’t tell me you were the one that got away when you were the one that left.” -Empath to Narcissist What is it about being drawn towards what isn’t good for us? Like hey, I’m beautiful, funny, kind and sweet with a heart made of gold, but I only gravitate towards assholes? Like the toxic and uncommittable, with a million different traits as to why I should run far far away from them. What’s with this unhealthy love triangle we keep trying to swing on anyway? Because solid swing sets aren’t shaped that way, they’re just safe. But I guess if you are looking for a love obstacle course of never ending hula-hoops to sweat through, be my guest on those conquests. Yet oddly, the empath attracts the psychopath, sociopath and infamous narcissist. But why my beautiful caring darling? Are we genuinely blind? Or are we just trying to convert the dissuaded? Because as someone who truly cares about all human beings as an empath, that would be the ideal hypothesis of the matter here. But it’s s...

Unsolved heartache:   noun.  a broken heart left with more questions than answers.  You fall head over heels in love. Believing with your entire heart that love will be more than enough. Come to find out somewhere amongst the fairy tale bliss inside of your heart, that there was a hidden heartbreak lying underneath the glory of your planned outcome. Kinda like life. We live, we die. We don't have all the answers as to what and why. We just plan to live it accordingly. Happiness is what we all strive for, in love and in life. But at what point does resolution revolve around our happiness? At what point does having an answer draw out our inner peace of mind? And how can we find peace and resolution without answers? Is knowing the key to true happiness? Or can we have peace of mind living with an unsolved mystery? That in my case would call an unsolved heartache.  Because at the end of anything we all want to know why. Why helps us vanish future outcomes. Which in retur...