Epiphany Tiffany

I look up at the blue sky, It reminds me of your eyes.  The imagery of your eyes reminds me of your true spoken beautiful lies. Those lies awaken my memory to all the reasons why. Why you left. How bad it hurt. But how I am able to look back and not feel it anymore. Because when I look at the street it points out that I moved on. Like the bus route that comes and the next minute it's gone. The red light alerts my attention that I am aching for something greater than us. And as much as I didn’t want to believe this. You're my first love facade. But like the baby bird looks back at its mom as it flies out of its nest, Not knowing it will be the last look she’s ever going to get.  It is bittersweet. I wanted to hold on to the grief, but couldn't help the grin that shined straight through my teeth. Telling the entire world that I'm happy with a colossal smile. Because that’s really the only proof in this lif...

When your thoughts are louder than the music you blare to erase their existence.  But nothing can tune out the beaming speculation that exhibits the what ifs.  But the imprint that made my heart believe in a myth. Only reminds me now not to tamper with anything like it.  But of course I did. Cause here I am. Looking into the eyes of a stranger just to feel something again.  That still won’t replace the facts.  Whether or not we moved on and stopped looking back.  Because the past still haunts you when you go out for a run. And the ghosts follow you around as butterflies just to remind you who won.  That effervescent beauty will always stab the weakest hearts. It’ll take what’s left of it out like frozen meat from a freezer and rip it apart. Feeding your soul the scraps while it remains locked up inside of its cage.  That you got trapped into cause you believed with your whole heart it was safe.  But I wil...